the wind blows

i am sorry for not updating my blog for ages. im such douched as you can see i have only updated my self on twitter and fb. Anyway, i am gossip-less. what are there to be posted anyway.
heres the update on me, so far. My Beautiful Chocolate Man Andrew Gatsi had to fly off to Ireland permanently as he had received an offer to be schooled there but he still is continuing in taking ADP American Degree Programe. it was a sad farewell. a brother, a friend and the one who ive always look up on. i shall always treasure. as a friend that have only knew him since early this year, i felt overwhelm by him on how far he had grew in my life and memories. the time ive knew him is very little but the greatness of the person in a away he affects me and my family. is a beautiful friendship and his a keeper. hoping to see you soon next year, on our up coming holliday. Hampoo poo misses you. Love you syg.



so yeah lots more. but you know the deal. why kepoh right!! back to college after a month of cuti.
two subject that i am taking now is chemistry and public speaking. hold up!! chem? yes people chemistry, god knows!! how am i going to deal with this douche subject. Public speaking is all about talking i am good at that so i better get an A'. This month is fasting month, my fave month of the year. it has been 6 days of me not fasting because "Aunt Irma is visiting and shes being a bitch" (a girl thing la). But it has been awfully quite since my mom left for her job in Bajamasin, Indonesia for the whole month of Ramadhan. i am not to glad about it at all. i miss her so much i could cry and think of her every second.
nothing in this lifestyle can stay the same, it revolves around changess. its hard to get on thru. but theres nothing that can be done. you just have to fit in.

This is what happen when u are high for breafast, Trippin balls.

Me and Sya ends up laughing at this!!!

bo:i dgr you gdh dgn naomi?
sya:mana ada. siapa ckp?
bo: adalah.y?
sya: its bcs of of her party
bo: ala minah tu memang kecoh
sya: asal lak
bo: i hate her
sya: i wonder why:
bo: you know. x payah tanya.

Not surprise baby

i am telling you people, Megan Fox hotness may kill you brutally hahaha watch it!!

Naomi is proud!!!

i am so proud of the Blitzerz!!! the girls really gave their all and pow!!! they are the Cheer 09 Champion. I was not around to support, but i have been and always be a fan Blitzerz.the tough times they go through to reach where they are. Yet, I feel really proud anyways! They make me feel like doing a split and cheer aimlessly for nothing. i still got to see it on youtube anyway, and i get to watch it over and over again.the stunts done by them were awesome, the song played for the entire performance was just perfect. and i love the makeup at the side of their faces. Delia sayang im so proud of you it is ur first year in Blitzerz and immediately u got to taste the sweet taste of being the champion of cheer 09. i think u memang Ong La Delia haha.its easy to spot her in the picture shes the god damn tall one haha. im sorry i could not come nor reply to ur sms.im using my 019 la makcik. i miss u Del.


she is such a vain pout in the crowd. spot delia!!!haha





watch the video!!!

to many with so little time

i need sleep,i officially look like a panda, a cute one i suppose. Ive been spending all my time with the boys and things to do for myself. i want some thrill and fun. last week Sam Chiew called and told me about her last minute stay in J.W Marriotts it was such bummer i could not possibly join them because i had promise Emir i would come for the farewell dinner and i could not go for last minute sleep overs. There has been to many farewell dinners so far,omg!!! When are they leaving? hahaha i dont want them to leave pls dont leave. the weekend was tiring, work has been torturing me! Its like human labour. I met up with Syed, he always bright me up with his infant smile, met up with the rest oh dear i miss Riri shes always been so adouribly bibo but we love her company. I feel like i wana stop my job or give a break. believe it or not ive still have not complited my driving lesen hahaha. i registerd on 27th of Dec 2008 now its 24 June 2009 my goodness thats long. im so greatfull that Burn Chiew told me tht they are plannin to stay at J.W Marriotts again this weekend "again".yeay!! Im gona have late night request with the Chiew sisters and Etain. I miss those cinas hahaha.

Gay bestfriend in need asap. call me

ive been real busy.as u can tell with all my status in facebook and my twits from twitter.there has been a reason for my "kesibokan" okay. ive been missing this person very much so ive to think straight, i cant have it all kan and it would be awkward to make him fulfill my needs of wanting him to be around. so with all this ''kesibokan'' of mine i need gay people around me, their fun and cheerful. im so shadow-y lately so dark with my new eye-liner and all. i need gays to make me gayer.not looking forward in dating and or meeting anybody that is interested.

my gay friend
- has to be a guy
-very stylish
- not to girly nor gedik
-listen to my moody talks and i would listen to his moody talks too.
-a busket full of sunshine.
-cant hit on any of my guy friends or scare them away.

Katty Perry's gay bff Markus Molinari

Time of the month where the world turn upside down and inside out

im convinced by u; because i cared and loved to much. im at that places where i was before, it doesnt help being here for the third time because it is still the same. i attend to think and regret alot and that is not a good think at all. not a second worth spending on.i swear i feel so low and depressed. i am never good enough for u. im always the cause of all the ups and lows. its sucks being here again ive been here before.i remember its pretty suicidal and to many thoughts in mind that i wish wouldnt even come across. u make me happier like a child, sadder like a death of a spouse that is how u affect my life. iloveu. i wish the best for u.

it’s all for you, down to every crystal, every piece of glitter. I want you to notice. I want you to care. I want it to be pretty.

my diamond Liyana azmi wrote this

NAOMI my partner in crimes

budak paling gila..

paling horny *but just with me*.

paling bnyk talk nonsense
paling bnyk annoy ppl *just like me*
okayh basically we are alike
partner in crimes like all the way
we do stupid stuff together
like for example..

- we kissed
-we mandi berkemban together
-we scrub each other
-we sneak out and straight go for a jogg but end up at centre point * time i used to stay in BU*
-we talk shit bout teachers
-we did a bubble gum kiss
-we DO EVRYTHING!!
ahahaha

she is the most cheerfull person ive ever seen..

she talks alot just like me..

she loves to squick!


OUH!!! and she do this freakin strange noise when i poke her ;) * MY FAVORITE SOUND INDEED*
LOL

and she loves to call me citat ahaha
well im her bitch and she's mine
fuck off bustards ;D
more about her?? hurmm

we met since we were in primary schoolthen we moved to secondary and so we went on our own seperate ways,,but fate told us that we should meet up again *form 3*she moved to smk bandar utama 4 and there we start to share evrything,we love to talk about bullshits she also as i said is crazy and wacky and CRACK BABY CRACK!.. as for my birthday and also don's she bought us falvoured condoms XDdurian falvoured for don nazzim and strawberry for me,how sweet but mine is still unused.. dont ask about don's ;Dget straight to the pointNAOMI AUNI anak AZIZ is my favorite silly fucking stupid bitch in the whole world!

LOVE YOU LA PUKI!!

love you =)




i feel like i can do anything with this girl
love u bodoh

sunburst.matahari meletup. was a blast. 2009

there was tones rumours that came out about sunburst, over the list of performance that were suppose to come or expected to come. people got upset on how it would be and how it would not be as better as last years sunburst 2008. i had tones doubts over 'should i go or not?' just by listening to all this judge mental thoughts of theirs [the group people who did not go]. i swear i had really really high hopes for coldplay and radiohead to come, but it honestly sounded to damn good to be true as coldplay had recently won 3 Grammys, and i would say to myself forget it. once they annoced that NERD is coming,i am back on track.yes i am a fan of em, i find Pharrel William is the hottest african american next to Obama.as u all know i am also i huge fan of Nidji. i was one of the early birds that bought the ticket at the price of rm143. its a risk i know, if anything turn out bad, it will be a burn off just like tht. they were tellin me to sell it because i was doubting as i heard about all this rumours, Pharrel is not coming la, tak jadi la, its gona turn out badly la, macam macam seriously.


21th of march 2009 [saturday]
I start it of at 4.30 am met with Normah, and she worn this stunning bright dress that was perfectly worn by her.hahaha Normah ketat giler, then joined Edy for some Estella. Ariff anak ustat came by to say hi!. Liyana the lead singer has a excellent voice and good looks, Estella are known for their jazzy and meaningful songs that can be related to fans. a good start huh?


the weather was excellent but yeah u can still feel the sweat coming out, its an outing event in malaysia "what do u expect?". sitting on the grass endlessly around each other.feels really relaxing. i met 3 new people that was with me the whole entire day, not randomly ofcourse but through normah and the rest.they are Afiq,Azani and Raisa.they are so super humble and funn people to be around with. Guess how old is Raisa she is the one beside me in the picture that is wearing a vest? RAISA is twelve!!!!!!




in the picture it would be a blast without all of em;ICE,AFIQ,AZANI,YUNUS,RAISA tq.


NIDJI was spectacular. We were all upclose infront of the stage, they gave their all, fully energatic. The lead singer knows very well to entertained us Malaysian with their catchy songs that was sang that nite. i was jumping and dancing like nuts during the performances untill i couldnt feel my kaki anymore it hurts wei. Giring the lead singer is a hotty, his hot seriously people. his voice is even hotter. i have always wanted to catch them live and so i did. im puas.
shadows

NIDJI

it was one after another nonestop. its was fun but tiring i swear. N.E.R.D was so full with sweaty people and it was packed like seriously. if it wasnt for Yuki and Marco i would not survive by getting out alive. thank u guys. we were all lip singing the whole time, we could dance to the performance as it was packed, no space at all. Pharrell Williams is hot and sweaty yet muscular, when he sang the second song, it stopped as he was distracted by what was happening at the front side of the audience. they were pushing out of the crowd by the photographers. Pharrell literally swear at them and was asked to not disturb his fans as they had pay to watch N.E.R.D live. the fans went wild by clamping and screaming their name, after his reaction towards the photographers. The last performance by them were Nobody nose, it was a good ending towards a damn good performance by N.E.R.D.
unforgettable*

naomi, marco and yuki.
i skipped KORN, i was tired my feet was horribly painful . sunburst is more likely feetburst.
hahaha. end up catching Maliq d'sential with Normah and Ice. Then all of us including my brother,ice,normah,yunus,aisar and edy headed to Silent Disco, it looks pretty dumb from outside but we had a blast from day to nite. but we couldnt stop dancing with a huge headphone on ur head.It was great as i was surrounded with good music and good friends ,new and old. i love tht feeling getting naturally high on live music and lovely people.

normah,ice,me,normah firend and edy.ontop is noah and yunus

all that i know im still breathing and i want to change the world

This song is so amazing. The rendition is so simple yet honest and creates a heartfelt string of moments that blow you away to reveal your core. Also I heard that her voice is completely natural; she is not a trained singer, hence her internal vocal and spiritual, holistic, emotional experience flowing out in waves so powerful that they envelope your very being, as you travel that heartbroken spiralling path she takes, through all the pain and ecstatic happiness she felt inside...

BALENCIAGA

i want this so badly
and im sorry for myself as it cost rm3000
i shall wait for a person to buy it for me or my first pay check that i receive after college
OR a fake A version one from BANGKOK
gaga i want it

it hurts coming from you

it relates to u and i am listening to it evryday

She's just a friend, you see
You always agree
You know I lie but you still trust me
And you believed in so much hope
But I'm the one who let you go

Now that we're done, I'm so sorry
Why did I lie, I'm so sorry
I know I hurt you
I know I hurt you

You still call my phone
'Cause you still want me
I'll tell my friends you're so annoying
You'll cry and curse when you're alone
But laugh and flirt when we're on the phone

Now that we're done, I'm so sorry
Why did I lie, I'm so sorry
I know I hurt you
I know I hurt you

Now I see you with him
It was nothing like I thought it'd be
I'll break down
For you

Now that we're done, I'm so sorry
Why did I lie, I'm so sorry
I know I hurt you
I know I hurt you

Now that we're done, I'm so sorry
Why did I lie, I'm so sorry
I know I hurt you
I know I hurt you

Katy Perry.Coldplay finally.Sunburst KL Music FEST

1. Jason Mraz
2. Coldplay
3. Paramore
4. Fall Out Boy
5. Foo Fighters
6. John Mayer
7. The Script
8. The Script
9. David Archuleta
10. Katy Perry
11. Radiohead
12. Switchfoot
13. The Killers
14. 30 Seconds to Mars
15. Daft Punk
16. The Ting Tings
17. The Academy Is...
18. Boys Like Girls
19. Jamiroquai
20. Lifehouse


i want them to come.
this are the list of performances that might come to Malaysian for the Sunburst KL Music FEST.ive been a fan of coldplay and katy perry. i really gtg.

postsecret of the day

selamat raya cina.happy chinese new year.

hey peeps ive been super busy lately. with work and studies. oh i miss all dearest my diamonds so much lately i see more of em when i was still in school,now i rarely see them at all.ive been working at ninewest one utama like a spider monkey in the ninewest store u know hahaha that came out of Twillight.im so lame but who cares wei. day off from work is when i have classes which is on tuesday and thursday which is biology and english.is tiring ok,my social life is cutting short.who say life is easy kan? oh forgot to mention my english lecturer is a super hottie from americam,his name is Mr.Chase.

i miss that someone real badly but he is requesting me to ignore him for his best. i dont find tht good at all as i had to go through pain for 5 months needing him like the phsyco one. if he finds tht is best then ok. ill request it.

btw happy chinese newyear and have good one
iwant angpao please hahaha tak tahu malu

i hate ffk u

ilove delia. tak sengaja okay ish haha

black kembara

naomi is so confuse,so naive and fragile when it comes to you. i look back on everything that happened between me and you. You were someone I thought I couldn't live without [its true i really couldnt].For seven months u are a charmer that always warm me with words and cuddles that i trully adore from u. things did not work out. For 5 months you are still that someone who i couldnt live without.the only thought that would run in my mind. flashback keep on coming as the littlest things keep on reminding me of you especially a black kembara. about things that use to belong to our love story. my love and care towards u never dries out.not a single hate towards u but questions and reason over why this is not goin as i would want it to be.i was week for u,for ur touch,for ur whisper and for ur care once more.
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.


oh damn it why am i always emo over u.i love u i want u i miss you

u came back,i felt heartless and loss. as i was over u, as i thought i would be, my knees are week because im not a sure of what is going on. it was to good to be true. i wanted u so badly god knows how badly it was.
it sounded easy. i realize i had to hold on to my believes and what i went through this whole time. things change.im scared of relationship,promises and the content of love. it wasnt just you. u are as perfect as it can be for me. im the one that always dissapoints you, not you.u hold me like a gravity u can never go wrong with me. u still make me cry like a baby. u still make me laugh like a child. u still make me warm around ur arms.but i cant deal with you i dont want to go through those painful shits again because i love u. and i dont want to be comited to anyone right now.im a trouble that i cant evn deal myself.
You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your reign.

hopefully one day this ridiculous needs of mine would go away. and we would meet again and start it all over again.
hopefully.its crazy i know
when we were together u were the best thing that ever happen to me no doubt about it. when we broke up u were the worst.when this whole thing happen i am overwhelmed and greatful by you. i need to be strong for once as im always fragile for you.hearing and mentioning ur name always brings me a smile on my face.



Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.


I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on
The ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down

I always pretend like nothing is wrong.
Partly because people expect me to always be happy,
and partly because when they say whats wrong, Ihave no clue what I'm going to say.

You want to stay with me in the morning.
You want to hold me when I sleep.
I was meant to tred the waters,
now I've gotten in too deep.

Knowing is better than wondering.
Waking is better than sleeping.
And even the biggest failure,
beats the hell out of never trying.

sign

"Gravity" Sara Bareillis

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your reign.


Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.


I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on
The ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down