im convinced by u; because i cared and loved to much. im at that places where i was before, it doesnt help being here for the third time because it is still the same. i attend to think and regret alot and that is not a good think at all. not a second worth spending on.i swear i feel so low and depressed. i am never good enough for u. im always the cause of all the ups and lows. its sucks being here again ive been here before.i remember its pretty suicidal and to many thoughts in mind that i wish wouldnt even come across. u make me happier like a child, sadder like a death of a spouse that is how u affect my life. iloveu. i wish the best for u.