to many with so little time

i need sleep,i officially look like a panda, a cute one i suppose. Ive been spending all my time with the boys and things to do for myself. i want some thrill and fun. last week Sam Chiew called and told me about her last minute stay in J.W Marriotts it was such bummer i could not possibly join them because i had promise Emir i would come for the farewell dinner and i could not go for last minute sleep overs. There has been to many farewell dinners so far,omg!!! When are they leaving? hahaha i dont want them to leave pls dont leave. the weekend was tiring, work has been torturing me! Its like human labour. I met up with Syed, he always bright me up with his infant smile, met up with the rest oh dear i miss Riri shes always been so adouribly bibo but we love her company. I feel like i wana stop my job or give a break. believe it or not ive still have not complited my driving lesen hahaha. i registerd on 27th of Dec 2008 now its 24 June 2009 my goodness thats long. im so greatfull that Burn Chiew told me tht they are plannin to stay at J.W Marriotts again this weekend "again".yeay!! Im gona have late night request with the Chiew sisters and Etain. I miss those cinas hahaha.

Gay bestfriend in need asap. call me

ive been real busy.as u can tell with all my status in facebook and my twits from twitter.there has been a reason for my "kesibokan" okay. ive been missing this person very much so ive to think straight, i cant have it all kan and it would be awkward to make him fulfill my needs of wanting him to be around. so with all this ''kesibokan'' of mine i need gay people around me, their fun and cheerful. im so shadow-y lately so dark with my new eye-liner and all. i need gays to make me gayer.not looking forward in dating and or meeting anybody that is interested.

my gay friend
- has to be a guy
-very stylish
- not to girly nor gedik
-listen to my moody talks and i would listen to his moody talks too.
-a busket full of sunshine.
-cant hit on any of my guy friends or scare them away.

Katty Perry's gay bff Markus Molinari

Time of the month where the world turn upside down and inside out

im convinced by u; because i cared and loved to much. im at that places where i was before, it doesnt help being here for the third time because it is still the same. i attend to think and regret alot and that is not a good think at all. not a second worth spending on.i swear i feel so low and depressed. i am never good enough for u. im always the cause of all the ups and lows. its sucks being here again ive been here before.i remember its pretty suicidal and to many thoughts in mind that i wish wouldnt even come across. u make me happier like a child, sadder like a death of a spouse that is how u affect my life. iloveu. i wish the best for u.

it’s all for you, down to every crystal, every piece of glitter. I want you to notice. I want you to care. I want it to be pretty.

my diamond Liyana azmi wrote this

NAOMI my partner in crimes

budak paling gila..

paling horny *but just with me*.

paling bnyk talk nonsense
paling bnyk annoy ppl *just like me*
okayh basically we are alike
partner in crimes like all the way
we do stupid stuff together
like for example..

- we kissed
-we mandi berkemban together
-we scrub each other
-we sneak out and straight go for a jogg but end up at centre point * time i used to stay in BU*
-we talk shit bout teachers
-we did a bubble gum kiss
-we DO EVRYTHING!!
ahahaha

she is the most cheerfull person ive ever seen..

she talks alot just like me..

she loves to squick!


OUH!!! and she do this freakin strange noise when i poke her ;) * MY FAVORITE SOUND INDEED*
LOL

and she loves to call me citat ahaha
well im her bitch and she's mine
fuck off bustards ;D
more about her?? hurmm

we met since we were in primary schoolthen we moved to secondary and so we went on our own seperate ways,,but fate told us that we should meet up again *form 3*she moved to smk bandar utama 4 and there we start to share evrything,we love to talk about bullshits she also as i said is crazy and wacky and CRACK BABY CRACK!.. as for my birthday and also don's she bought us falvoured condoms XDdurian falvoured for don nazzim and strawberry for me,how sweet but mine is still unused.. dont ask about don's ;Dget straight to the pointNAOMI AUNI anak AZIZ is my favorite silly fucking stupid bitch in the whole world!

LOVE YOU LA PUKI!!

love you =)




i feel like i can do anything with this girl
love u bodoh

sunburst.matahari meletup. was a blast. 2009

there was tones rumours that came out about sunburst, over the list of performance that were suppose to come or expected to come. people got upset on how it would be and how it would not be as better as last years sunburst 2008. i had tones doubts over 'should i go or not?' just by listening to all this judge mental thoughts of theirs [the group people who did not go]. i swear i had really really high hopes for coldplay and radiohead to come, but it honestly sounded to damn good to be true as coldplay had recently won 3 Grammys, and i would say to myself forget it. once they annoced that NERD is coming,i am back on track.yes i am a fan of em, i find Pharrel William is the hottest african american next to Obama.as u all know i am also i huge fan of Nidji. i was one of the early birds that bought the ticket at the price of rm143. its a risk i know, if anything turn out bad, it will be a burn off just like tht. they were tellin me to sell it because i was doubting as i heard about all this rumours, Pharrel is not coming la, tak jadi la, its gona turn out badly la, macam macam seriously.


21th of march 2009 [saturday]
I start it of at 4.30 am met with Normah, and she worn this stunning bright dress that was perfectly worn by her.hahaha Normah ketat giler, then joined Edy for some Estella. Ariff anak ustat came by to say hi!. Liyana the lead singer has a excellent voice and good looks, Estella are known for their jazzy and meaningful songs that can be related to fans. a good start huh?


the weather was excellent but yeah u can still feel the sweat coming out, its an outing event in malaysia "what do u expect?". sitting on the grass endlessly around each other.feels really relaxing. i met 3 new people that was with me the whole entire day, not randomly ofcourse but through normah and the rest.they are Afiq,Azani and Raisa.they are so super humble and funn people to be around with. Guess how old is Raisa she is the one beside me in the picture that is wearing a vest? RAISA is twelve!!!!!!




in the picture it would be a blast without all of em;ICE,AFIQ,AZANI,YUNUS,RAISA tq.


NIDJI was spectacular. We were all upclose infront of the stage, they gave their all, fully energatic. The lead singer knows very well to entertained us Malaysian with their catchy songs that was sang that nite. i was jumping and dancing like nuts during the performances untill i couldnt feel my kaki anymore it hurts wei. Giring the lead singer is a hotty, his hot seriously people. his voice is even hotter. i have always wanted to catch them live and so i did. im puas.
shadows

NIDJI

it was one after another nonestop. its was fun but tiring i swear. N.E.R.D was so full with sweaty people and it was packed like seriously. if it wasnt for Yuki and Marco i would not survive by getting out alive. thank u guys. we were all lip singing the whole time, we could dance to the performance as it was packed, no space at all. Pharrell Williams is hot and sweaty yet muscular, when he sang the second song, it stopped as he was distracted by what was happening at the front side of the audience. they were pushing out of the crowd by the photographers. Pharrell literally swear at them and was asked to not disturb his fans as they had pay to watch N.E.R.D live. the fans went wild by clamping and screaming their name, after his reaction towards the photographers. The last performance by them were Nobody nose, it was a good ending towards a damn good performance by N.E.R.D.
unforgettable*

naomi, marco and yuki.
i skipped KORN, i was tired my feet was horribly painful . sunburst is more likely feetburst.
hahaha. end up catching Maliq d'sential with Normah and Ice. Then all of us including my brother,ice,normah,yunus,aisar and edy headed to Silent Disco, it looks pretty dumb from outside but we had a blast from day to nite. but we couldnt stop dancing with a huge headphone on ur head.It was great as i was surrounded with good music and good friends ,new and old. i love tht feeling getting naturally high on live music and lovely people.

normah,ice,me,normah firend and edy.ontop is noah and yunus

all that i know im still breathing and i want to change the world