dream on Naomi." Dr.Mcdreamy is mind"

this shall be my theme

i want this whole collection so badly

pooring rain

im dying to know. how are u? are u okay? hows evrything?im wondering am i the only one that wonders about all this such things.why should i bother. i dont think he cares. he doesnt care anymore and he doesnt need to know about me anymore, for him, he just stops caring and bother. i wonder if he went through the same missery i did. i would love to see that myself. dont ever wonder and blame me for caring about u because i cant stop it, i never hate the people i once love. you shouldnt either. I did so much for u and i get nothing. i hate hoping.u gave me all the faith and hope in the world and u torn it all apart.without any simpathy towards me. i just dont want to know u anymore. i really want us to be strangers to one another for evrytime i look at u,for evry flashback i ever had about us and for evrytime i say ur name.it look so easy for u but why couldnt i go through it.that is how cruel life could be. i dont hate u i nvr did. but dont blame me. dont blame me over how u can do it but i cant. im doin evrything i can to erase YOU. as foolish as i can be im learning. im not regretting except for the part, i returned to u. You couldnt even face me and look at me like a real man. i feel much manlier than u. live ur life like it is. im not like u. ive always care. u just dont need it from me.i will never stop caring about u. it hurts it really does.

WHY SO SERIOUS?

monday with the couple. elis and don. its all about marissa

its was from 9.30am till 5pm. its long aite. haha, but super fun i met a new little friend and her name is marissa. i think she is much funner then elis the sister hahaha.she is so tembam and super adorable. she love me more then don.sorry don. i had my snack plate after so long and elis finally finish a meal and that really brighten ups my day. we deffinetly did our akaun document okay. we watch made of honour. then marissa woke up from her petang nap. and me,don and marissa play with her masak masak toys. we mad a whole lot of mess tho. haha me,don and marissa tried to run away from cleaning up the mess. but elis ask us to clean up at the end. we all had sugary donuts at the end of the day and ariffrazin join us for makan petang at elis's. wet to binjai to meet up with the family. thanks elis,marissa and don. love u three

weekends pics