in the car with the love ones

im smilling again

i had a whole basket of fun at bernardine's place yesterday with none other then my diamond herself, delia my love and vinod my sweetheart. then later etain,shihonn and jason came in a surprise. we all adore dine's pets. beans the dog and pancake/kitty the kitten. except for vinod he hates cats haha. dine and etain had a little girly talk and i end up joining abit letter.we had our diner at padang kota. me,delia and dine tapau. ilove my kuatiow. at the vinod had to back bcause of the mom. chichat all nite.

at ten me and delia chow.




love u dine,del,v and etain

in ur face nasional service

i am not listed in plkn

confuse

i may not look confuse but the only thing i am sure is that i am confuse alright no doubt about it.i can't be sure about anything anymore lately.probably its a problem for some when it comes of not knowing which to choose, but for me the worst and terrible is not knowing what i want out of things anymore. i feel so aimless and out of place. im not a sure why do i even bother and care. why do i even laugh at jokes. probably thats just plain me. im nice to nice to a matter infact. i keep on reminding myself to be nice but remember dont hope for anything in return if i do so. i need to have faith in something i need to have faith in ALLAH again. i need to push my own limits. i need to stop planing and be much realistic. ive been dreaming and hoping and again it sucks. if people ask me who and what do i love? crap i have no idea. seriously. im as blank as a new and unwritted a4 paper.


no worries i still love u people u know who u are

friday .spent my whole petang and malam with vinud.bernardine and sam after bm class ofcourse

the devil and the gangstar

sam.dine.naomi.vinudd
we both had a really serious talk yet laughing our ass off
the other devil

the nite out with the boys.i suppose.