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the wind blows

2009-08-27T07:38:00.000-07:00

i am sorry for not updating my blog for ages. im such douched as you can see i have only updated my self on twitter and fb. Anyway, i am gossip-less. what are there to be posted anyway.
heres the update on me, so far. My Beautiful Chocolate Man Andrew Gatsi had to fly off to Ireland permanently as he had received an offer to be schooled there but he still is continuing in taking ADP American Degree Programe. it was a sad farewell. a brother, a friend and the one who ive always look up on. i shall always treasure. as a friend that have only knew him since early this year, i felt overwhelm by him on how far he had grew in my life and memories. the time ive knew him is very little but the greatness of the person in a away he affects me and my family. is a beautiful friendship and his a keeper. hoping to see you soon next year, on our up coming holliday. Hampoo poo misses you. Love you syg.

so yeah lots more. but you know the deal. why kepoh right!! back to college after a month of cuti.
two subject that i am taking now is chemistry and public speaking. hold up!! chem? yes people chemistry, god knows!! how am i going to deal with this douche subject. Public speaking is all about talking i am good at that so i better get an A'. This month is fasting month, my fave month of the year. it has been 6 days of me not fasting because "Aunt Irma is visiting and shes being a bitch" (a girl thing la). But it has been awfully quite since my mom left for her job in Bajamasin, Indonesia for the whole month of Ramadhan. i am not to glad about it at all. i miss her so much i could cry and think of her every second.
nothing in this lifestyle can stay the same, it revolves around changess. its hard to get on thru. but theres nothing that can be done. you just have to fit in.

This is what happen when u are high for breafast, Trippin balls.

2009-08-03T20:01:00.000-07:00

Me and Sya ends up laughing at this!!!

2009-07-14T07:22:00.000-07:00

bo:i dgr you gdh dgn naomi?
sya:mana ada. siapa ckp?
bo: adalah.y?
sya: its bcs of of her party
bo: ala minah tu memang kecoh
sya: asal lak
bo: i hate her
sya: i wonder why:
bo: you know. x payah tanya.

Not surprise baby

i am telling you people, Megan Fox hotness may kill you brutally hahaha watch it!!

2009-07-07T03:32:00.001-07:00

Naomi is proud!!!

2009-07-07T01:26:00.000-07:00

i am so proud of the Blitzerz!!! the girls really gave their all and pow!!! they are the Cheer 09 Champion. I was not around to support, but i have been and always be a fan Blitzerz.the tough times they go through to reach where they are. Yet, I feel really proud anyways! They make me feel like doing a split and cheer aimlessly for nothing. i still got to see it on youtube anyway, and i get to watch it over and over again.the stunts done by them were awesome, the song played for the entire performance was just perfect. and i love the makeup at the side of their faces. Delia sayang im so proud of you it is ur first year in Blitzerz and immediately u got to taste the sweet taste of being the champion of cheer 09. i think u memang Ong La Delia haha.its easy to spot her in the picture shes the god damn tall one haha. im sorry i could not come nor reply to ur sms.im using my 019 la makcik. i miss u Del.

she is such a vain pout in the crowd. spot delia!!!haha

watch the video!!!

to many with so little time

2009-06-24T09:29:00.000-07:00

i need sleep,i officially look like a panda, a cute one i suppose. Ive been spending all my time with the boys and things to do for myself. i want some thrill and fun. last week Sam Chiew called and told me about her last minute stay in J.W Marriotts it was such bummer i could not possibly join them because i had promise Emir i would come for the farewell dinner and i could not go for last minute sleep overs. There has been to many farewell dinners so far,omg!!! When are they leaving? hahaha i dont want them to leave pls dont leave. the weekend was tiring, work has been torturing me! Its like human labour. I met up with Syed, he always bright me up with his infant smile, met up with the rest oh dear i miss Riri shes always been so adouribly bibo but we love her company. I feel like i wana stop my job or give a break. believe it or not ive still have not complited my driving lesen hahaha. i registerd on 27th of Dec 2008 now its 24 June 2009 my goodness thats long. im so greatfull that Burn Chiew told me tht they are plannin to stay at J.W Marriotts again this weekend "again".yeay!! Im gona have late night request with the Chiew sisters and Etain. I miss those cinas hahaha.

Gay bestfriend in need asap. call me

2009-06-10T10:23:00.000-07:00

ive been real busy.as u can tell with all my status in facebook and my twits from twitter.there has been a reason for my "kesibokan" okay. ive been missing this person very much so ive to think straight, i cant have it all kan and it would be awkward to make him fulfill my needs of wanting him to be around. so with all this ''kesibokan'' of mine i need gay people around me, their fun and cheerful. im so shadow-y lately so dark with my new eye-liner and all. i need gays to make me gayer.not looking forward in dating and or meeting anybody that is interested.

my gay friend
- has to be a guy
-very stylish
- not to girly nor gedik
-listen to my moody talks and i would listen to his moody talks too.
-a busket full of sunshine.
-cant hit on any of my guy friends or scare them away.

Katty Perry's gay bff Markus Molinari

Time of the month where the world turn upside down and inside out

2009-05-27T18:55:00.000-07:00

im convinced by u; because i cared and loved to much. im at that places where i was before, it doesnt help being here for the third time because it is still the same. i attend to think and regret alot and that is not a good think at all. not a second worth spending on.i swear i feel so low and depressed. i am never good enough for u. im always the cause of all the ups and lows. its sucks being here again ive been here before.i remember its pretty suicidal and to many thoughts in mind that i wish wouldnt even come across. u make me happier like a child, sadder like a death of a spouse that is how u affect my life. iloveu. i wish the best for u.

2009-05-17T09:50:00.000-07:00

it’s all for you, down to every crystal, every piece of glitter. I want you to notice. I want you to care. I want it to be pretty.

my diamond Liyana azmi wrote this

2009-04-13T09:21:00.000-07:00

NAOMI my partner in crimes

budak paling gila..

paling horny *but just with me*.

paling bnyk talk nonsense
paling bnyk annoy ppl *just like me*
okayh basically we are alike
partner in crimes like all the way
we do stupid stuff together
like for example..

- we kissed
-we mandi berkemban together
-we scrub each other
-we sneak out and straight go for a jogg but end up at centre point * time i used to stay in BU*
-we talk shit bout teachers
-we did a bubble gum kiss
-we DO EVRYTHING!!
ahahaha

she is the most cheerfull person ive ever seen..

she talks alot just like me..

she loves to squick!

OUH!!! and she do this freakin strange noise when i poke her ;) * MY FAVORITE SOUND INDEED*
LOL

and she loves to call me citat ahaha
well im her bitch and she's mine
fuck off bustards ;D
more about her?? hurmm

we met since we were in primary schoolthen we moved to secondary and so we went on our own seperate ways,,but fate told us that we should meet up again *form 3*she moved to smk bandar utama 4 and there we start to share evrything,we love to talk about bullshits she also as i said is crazy and wacky and CRACK BABY CRACK!.. as for my birthday and also don's she bought us falvoured condoms XDdurian falvoured for don nazzim and strawberry for me,how sweet but mine is still unused.. dont ask about don's ;Dget straight to the pointNAOMI AUNI anak AZIZ is my favorite silly fucking stupid bitch in the whole world!

LOVE YOU LA PUKI!!

love you =)

i feel like i can do anything with this girl
love u bodoh

sunburst.matahari meletup. was a blast. 2009

2009-03-28T10:13:00.000-07:00

there was tones rumours that came out about sunburst, over the list of performance that were suppose to come or expected to come. people got upset on how it would be and how it would not be as better as last years sunburst 2008. i had tones doubts over 'should i go or not?' just by listening to all this judge mental thoughts of theirs [the group people who did not go]. i swear i had really really high hopes for coldplay and radiohead to come, but it honestly sounded to damn good to be true as coldplay had recently won 3 Grammys, and i would say to myself forget it. once they annoced that NERD is coming,i am back on track.yes i am a fan of em, i find Pharrel William is the hottest african american next to Obama.as u all know i am also i huge fan of Nidji. i was one of the early birds that bought the ticket at the price of rm143. its a risk i know, if anything turn out bad, it will be a burn off just like tht. they were tellin me to sell it because i was doubting as i heard about all this rumours, Pharrel is not coming la, tak jadi la, its gona turn out badly la, macam macam seriously.

21th of march 2009 [saturday]
I start it of at 4.30 am met with Normah, and she worn this stunning bright dress that was perfectly worn by her.hahaha Normah ketat giler, then joined Edy for some Estella. Ariff anak ustat came by to say hi!. Liyana the lead singer has a excellent voice and good looks, Estella are known for their jazzy and meaningful songs that can be related to fans. a good start huh?

the weather was excellent but yeah u can still feel the sweat coming out, its an outing event in malaysia "what do u expect?". sitting on the grass endlessly around each other.feels really relaxing. i met 3 new people that was with me the whole entire day, not randomly ofcourse but through normah and the rest.they are Afiq,Azani and Raisa.they are so super humble and funn people to be around with. Guess how old is Raisa she is the one beside me in the picture that is wearing a vest? RAISA is twelve!!!!!!

in the picture it would be a blast without all of em;ICE,AFIQ,AZANI,YUNUS,RAISA tq.

NIDJI was spectacular. We were all upclose infront of the stage, they gave their all, fully energatic. The lead singer knows very well to entertained us Malaysian with their catchy songs that was sang that nite. i was jumping and dancing like nuts during the performances untill i couldnt feel my kaki anymore it hurts wei. Giring the lead singer is a hotty, his hot seriously people. his voice is even hotter. i have always wanted to catch them live and so i did. im puas.
shadows

NIDJI

it was one after another nonestop. its was fun but tiring i swear. N.E.R.D was so full with sweaty people and it was packed like seriously. if it wasnt for Yuki and Marco i would not survive by getting out alive. thank u guys. we were all lip singing the whole time, we could dance to the performance as it was packed, no space at all. Pharrell Williams is hot and sweaty yet muscular, when he sang the second song, it stopped as he was distracted by what was happening at the front side of the audience. they were pushing out of the crowd by the photographers. Pharrell literally swear at them and was asked to not disturb his fans as they had pay to watch N.E.R.D live. the fans went wild by clamping and screaming their name, after his reaction towards the photographers. The last performance by them were Nobody nose, it was a good ending towards a damn good performance by N.E.R.D.
unforgettable*

naomi, marco and yuki.
i skipped KORN, i was tired my feet was horribly painful . sunburst is more likely feetburst.
hahaha. end up catching Maliq d'sential with Normah and Ice. Then all of us including my brother,ice,normah,yunus,aisar and edy headed to Silent Disco, it looks pretty dumb from outside but we had a blast from day to nite. but we couldnt stop dancing with a huge headphone on ur head.It was great as i was surrounded with good music and good friends ,new and old. i love tht feeling getting naturally high on live music and lovely people.

normah,ice,me,normah firend and edy.ontop is noah and yunus

all that i know im still breathing and i want to change the world

2009-03-27T14:03:00.000-07:00

2009-03-27T13:54:00.000-07:00

This song is so amazing. The rendition is so simple yet honest and creates a heartfelt string of moments that blow you away to reveal your core. Also I heard that her voice is completely natural; she is not a trained singer, hence her internal vocal and spiritual, holistic, emotional experience flowing out in waves so powerful that they envelope your very being, as you travel that heartbroken spiralling path she takes, through all the pain and ecstatic happiness she felt inside...

BALENCIAGA

2009-03-17T09:27:00.000-07:00

i want this so badly
and im sorry for myself as it cost rm3000
i shall wait for a person to buy it for me or my first pay check that i receive after college
OR a fake A version one from BANGKOK
gaga i want it

2009-03-09T21:15:00.000-07:00

it hurts coming from you

it relates to u and i am listening to it evryday

2009-02-07T09:31:00.000-08:00

She's just a friend, you see
You always agree
You know I lie but you still trust me
And you believed in so much hope
But I'm the one who let you go

Now that we're done, I'm so sorry
Why did I lie, I'm so sorry
I know I hurt you
I know I hurt you

You still call my phone
'Cause you still want me
I'll tell my friends you're so annoying
You'll cry and curse when you're alone
But laugh and flirt when we're on the phone

Now that we're done, I'm so sorry
Why did I lie, I'm so sorry
I know I hurt you
I know I hurt you

Now I see you with him
It was nothing like I thought it'd be
I'll break down
For you

Now that we're done, I'm so sorry
Why did I lie, I'm so sorry
I know I hurt you
I know I hurt you

Now that we're done, I'm so sorry
Why did I lie, I'm so sorry
I know I hurt you
I know I hurt you

2009-01-28T07:44:00.000-08:00

Katy Perry.Coldplay finally.Sunburst KL Music FEST

2009-01-27T03:41:00.000-08:00

1. Jason Mraz
2. Coldplay
3. Paramore
4. Fall Out Boy
5. Foo Fighters
6. John Mayer
7. The Script
8. The Script
9. David Archuleta
10. Katy Perry
11. Radiohead
12. Switchfoot
13. The Killers
14. 30 Seconds to Mars
15. Daft Punk
16. The Ting Tings
17. The Academy Is...
18. Boys Like Girls
19. Jamiroquai
20. Lifehouse

i want them to come.
this are the list of performances that might come to Malaysian for the Sunburst KL Music FEST.ive been a fan of coldplay and katy perry. i really gtg.

postsecret of the day

2009-01-25T19:43:00.000-08:00

selamat raya cina.happy chinese new year.

2009-01-25T19:12:00.000-08:00

hey peeps ive been super busy lately. with work and studies. oh i miss all dearest my diamonds so much lately i see more of em when i was still in school,now i rarely see them at all.ive been working at ninewest one utama like a spider monkey in the ninewest store u know hahaha that came out of Twillight.im so lame but who cares wei. day off from work is when i have classes which is on tuesday and thursday which is biology and english.is tiring ok,my social life is cutting short.who say life is easy kan? oh forgot to mention my english lecturer is a super hottie from americam,his name is Mr.Chase.

i miss that someone real badly but he is requesting me to ignore him for his best. i dont find tht good at all as i had to go through pain for 5 months needing him like the phsyco one. if he finds tht is best then ok. ill request it.

btw happy chinese newyear and have good one
iwant angpao please hahaha tak tahu malu

i hate ffk u

2009-01-03T22:10:00.000-08:00

ilove delia. tak sengaja okay ish haha

2009-01-03T12:15:00.000-08:00

black kembara

2009-01-03T10:23:00.000-08:00

naomi is so confuse,so naive and fragile when it comes to you. i look back on everything that happened between me and you. You were someone I thought I couldn't live without [its true i really couldnt].For seven months u are a charmer that always warm me with words and cuddles that i trully adore from u. things did not work out. For 5 months you are still that someone who i couldnt live without.the only thought that would run in my mind. flashback keep on coming as the littlest things keep on reminding me of you especially a black kembara. about things that use to belong to our love story. my love and care towards u never dries out.not a single hate towards u but questions and reason over why this is not goin as i would want it to be.i was week for u,for ur touch,for ur whisper and for ur care once more.
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

oh damn it why am i always emo over u.i love u i want u i miss you

u came back,i felt heartless and loss. as i was over u, as i thought i would be, my knees are week because im not a sure of what is going on. it was to good to be true. i wanted u so badly god knows how badly it was.
it sounded easy. i realize i had to hold on to my believes and what i went through this whole time. things change.im scared of relationship,promises and the content of love. it wasnt just you. u are as perfect as it can be for me. im the one that always dissapoints you, not you.u hold me like a gravity u can never go wrong with me. u still make me cry like a baby. u still make me laugh like a child. u still make me warm around ur arms.but i cant deal with you i dont want to go through those painful shits again because i love u. and i dont want to be comited to anyone right now.im a trouble that i cant evn deal myself.
You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your reign.

hopefully one day this ridiculous needs of mine would go away. and we would meet again and start it all over again.
hopefully.its crazy i know
when we were together u were the best thing that ever happen to me no doubt about it. when we broke up u were the worst.when this whole thing happen i am overwhelmed and greatful by you. i need to be strong for once as im always fragile for you.hearing and mentioning ur name always brings me a smile on my face.

Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on
The ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down

2009-01-03T10:15:00.000-08:00

I always pretend like nothing is wrong.
Partly because people expect me to always be happy,
and partly because when they say whats wrong, Ihave no clue what I'm going to say.

You want to stay with me in the morning.
You want to hold me when I sleep.
I was meant to tred the waters,
now I've gotten in too deep.

Knowing is better than wondering.
Waking is better than sleeping.
And even the biggest failure,
beats the hell out of never trying.

sign

2009-01-03T09:54:00.000-08:00

"Gravity" Sara Bareillis

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your reign.

Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on
The ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down

fin nal ly

2008-12-14T07:45:00.000-08:00

hey pukis and pukets haha. yes i am finally updating my blog after so long. the alasan at first it was because of spm, now i have no reason to not update it so here we go love its gona be a long one. as u know me i am not a blogger nor reader so ill update u about what lights me up so far. i cant believe i am graduated from school already and i wont be looking forward to wear my white baju kurung top with a blue skirt no more. honestly i do feel pretty aimless, i might be hunting for a job soon after new year need some cash to survive u know, mum doesnt want to tanggung her big spender daughter naomi anymore hahaha. i have been spending way to much time'o with my lovely boys, elis and sya during my endless cuti sekolah, they make me feel so loved and appreciated. well i really need to spend time with etain,vinod and bernardine pulak i miss them 3 very much. oh yoko ill ring u soon okay.

list of things to do:

go to sri amans prom tomorow
dye my hair red
get my license done
spend quality time with mom
meet up with yoko,steph,bernardine,delia,vinod and so much more. [imissthem okay]
oh and shireen,teera,teere and sha tooo
go to port dickson for christmas with uncle derek
send syahira kordy off for national service
newyear with love ones
get a bloody job after newyear
meet up with thira and listen to her about her trip to new york city
decide over what am i suppose to do my life[further my studies]
pirce my tounge or my nose
and it goes on till the day the result comes out. sigh

honestly peeps im scared of changes and seing myself grow up. i scared of people tht i adore so much slide away slowly as we grow, as we all have other things to look forward. im not saying i will not, im sure i will and i will not deny. im just a afraid. i dont want to move to kelana jaya. i want to remain here in my sweet bandar utama.

while lovelife in the other hand . sigh. as i learn to move on and continue the straight rought road, somebody i wants knew came back, i am out of words,so confuse, its like i rather be just like this as where im standing and not go anywhere because of how scared i was to go back to that edge and fall for him again. evrything he does, evryword he say are like venom that would just kill and i would lose it to him once again.i am not in the mood of relationship.

postsecret of the day;

Finally An End To My Waiting Missery Of KAMI

2008-10-09T02:38:00.000-07:00

If you haven't seen a lot of Malaysian movies, you're really not missing much. A lot of local movies suck to high heaven. Very rarely, though, you get a decent flick and your faith in Malaysian cinema gets restored.

If you were a fan of the KAMI series showing on 8TV, then you’ll find the movie to be just as entertaining. Fuelled by teen angst, self-doubt, peer pressure and relationships, this story–which is communicated in both Malay and English–centres around four best friends dealing with life's hardships and overcoming them. It debuted in Malaysian cinemas on the first day of Hari Raya this month.

The movie picks up from where the TV series left off, in which Abu (Nas Muammar) pulls off his “prison break” from a juvenile centre to meet up with Ali (Syarul Ezani), Lyn (Liyana Jasmay), Adii (Ani Zayanah) and Sofie (Juliana Sophie Evans) who are, by the way, done with high school. The kids celebrate the end of formal education by sneaking out at night for gigs, gatecrashing parties, and having run-ins with a drug dealer and the authorities. Local bands such as Plague Of Happiness, Meet Uncle Hussain (they're even featured in the movie), Bittersweet and Hujan contribute a number of songs to the soundtrack, making the foursome’s exploits all the more appealing.

Directors Effendee Mazlan and Farina Azlina Isahak, the same people behind hit series Gol & Gincu, have done pretty well with KAMI: The Movie, plucking out a talented cast who each bring an authentically heartfelt and endearing personality to their characters, and possess none of the “forced acting” apparent in most local productions.

Its an end to my o'so long wait to this movie.ON WEDNESDAY.Spared some of my busy time with Syahira.Amir.Elis.Don and Emir at gsc after school.And yes with baju sekolah. ill be missing my baju sekolah as this year shall be my last as an adolescent in sekolah menengah. When we all watched the rest were all so bengong and lost because they have never followed KAMI the series last year before .The only one who actually is and am a dearful fan was me and syahira.We had to explain a couple of things to them but we dont mind. During the movie i felt so touch,loved and warm by the cast Adii,Lyn,Sofie,Ali and my mcsteamy in KAMI Abu[it reminds me of last year as i felt so related to this independent film i noticed the movie is more to Lyn,Ali and Abu as their problem,past and habits came back to haunt them.Believe it or not i end up crying at the end. is the most heartbreaking and loya buruk'ess way of dying as Abu's character in KAMI. IT WAS AWESOME AND SAD.

KAMI.makes me feel related.it shows tht adolescent life is not all smile and laughter after all.

theres always the shame and crying moments that we all go through.

it makes me feel that i am not the only one who goes through crappy pain and yet

we sober it up with friends doing fun and crazy things

that would makes us laugh,cranked up and feel good.

as kids we grow up to keep are mind full with pain and lovable

memories to learn and remind us.

because that is all we get in life.

we are reminded and though to do right things, well that have never stop any of us youngsters.

For me friendship is family.they never fail to let u down and make u feel crappy

they can create pain,what is a relationship between friends without it.

u go through it by forgive and forget.

we attend to keep secretes dark and shamful onces. but one way or another it will be burst.

but we attend to go through the problems together.

as we know

"HIDUP INI MEMANG PALAT, TAPI ESOK MASIH ADA"

"LIFE IS SO USELESS,BUT THERES ALWAYS TOMOROW"

dream on Naomi." Dr.Mcdreamy is mind"

2008-09-20T08:00:00.000-07:00

this shall be my theme

2008-09-20T07:56:00.000-07:00

2008-09-06T00:02:00.000-07:00

i want this whole collection so badly

pooring rain

2008-09-05T23:03:00.000-07:00

im dying to know. how are u? are u okay? hows evrything?im wondering am i the only one that wonders about all this such things.why should i bother. i dont think he cares. he doesnt care anymore and he doesnt need to know about me anymore, for him, he just stops caring and bother. i wonder if he went through the same missery i did. i would love to see that myself. dont ever wonder and blame me for caring about u because i cant stop it, i never hate the people i once love. you shouldnt either. I did so much for u and i get nothing. i hate hoping.u gave me all the faith and hope in the world and u torn it all apart.without any simpathy towards me. i just dont want to know u anymore. i really want us to be strangers to one another for evrytime i look at u,for evry flashback i ever had about us and for evrytime i say ur name.it look so easy for u but why couldnt i go through it.that is how cruel life could be. i dont hate u i nvr did. but dont blame me. dont blame me over how u can do it but i cant. im doin evrything i can to erase YOU. as foolish as i can be im learning. im not regretting except for the part, i returned to u. You couldnt even face me and look at me like a real man. i feel much manlier than u. live ur life like it is. im not like u. ive always care. u just dont need it from me.i will never stop caring about u. it hurts it really does.

2008-09-01T06:35:00.000-07:00

WHY SO SERIOUS?

monday with the couple. elis and don. its all about marissa

2008-08-18T19:26:00.000-07:00

its was from 9.30am till 5pm. its long aite. haha, but super fun i met a new little friend and her name is marissa. i think she is much funner then elis the sister hahaha.she is so tembam and super adorable. she love me more then don.sorry don. i had my snack plate after so long and elis finally finish a meal and that really brighten ups my day. we deffinetly did our akaun document okay. we watch made of honour. then marissa woke up from her petang nap. and me,don and marissa play with her masak masak toys. we mad a whole lot of mess tho. haha me,don and marissa tried to run away from cleaning up the mess. but elis ask us to clean up at the end. we all had sugary donuts at the end of the day and ariffrazin join us for makan petang at elis's. wet to binjai to meet up with the family. thanks elis,marissa and don. love u three

weekends pics

2008-08-18T19:15:00.000-07:00

in the car with the love ones

2008-08-18T18:54:00.001-07:00

2008-08-15T23:27:00.000-07:00

im smilling again

2008-08-15T23:07:00.000-07:00

i had a whole basket of fun at bernardine's place yesterday with none other then my diamond herself, delia my love and vinod my sweetheart. then later etain,shihonn and jason came in a surprise. we all adore dine's pets. beans the dog and pancake/kitty the kitten. except for vinod he hates cats haha. dine and etain had a little girly talk and i end up joining abit letter.we had our diner at padang kota. me,delia and dine tapau. ilove my kuatiow. at the vinod had to back bcause of the mom. chichat all nite.

at ten me and delia chow.

love u dine,del,v and etain

in ur face nasional service

2008-08-13T01:40:00.000-07:00

i am not listed in plkn

confuse

2008-08-13T01:22:00.000-07:00

i may not look confuse but the only thing i am sure is that i am confuse alright no doubt about it.i can't be sure about anything anymore lately.probably its a problem for some when it comes of not knowing which to choose, but for me the worst and terrible is not knowing what i want out of things anymore. i feel so aimless and out of place. im not a sure why do i even bother and care. why do i even laugh at jokes. probably thats just plain me. im nice to nice to a matter infact. i keep on reminding myself to be nice but remember dont hope for anything in return if i do so. i need to have faith in something i need to have faith in ALLAH again. i need to push my own limits. i need to stop planing and be much realistic. ive been dreaming and hoping and again it sucks. if people ask me who and what do i love? crap i have no idea. seriously. im as blank as a new and unwritted a4 paper.

no worries i still love u people u know who u are

friday .spent my whole petang and malam with vinud.bernardine and sam after bm class ofcourse

2008-08-05T22:05:00.000-07:00

the devil and the gangstar

sam.dine.naomi.vinudd
we both had a really serious talk yet laughing our ass off
the other devil

the nite out with the boys.i suppose.

2008-07-30T23:26:00.001-07:00

redbox. careless. pictures.

2008-07-30T20:24:00.000-07:00

i kissed a girl.sorry don

aida dearest
my diamond shireen
oh harry
amir n manhong. endless singing

riri.naomi.elis
dear cousin.atiqah
harry.in vain moments
family photo

careless whisper.redbox.my bday celebration

2008-07-27T22:49:00.002-07:00

it was on 18 of july last firday. i wanted to get the vip room but unfortunetly all the vip room was on renovation.so they gave me the largest room of all room 22.syahira kordy and ashraf was the first to come at 2.30 and by 2.45 it was bloody pack hahaha. im sorry guys it was quite disastress. but they were having a jolly good time except for some that did not sing at all. amir and don present me the most sweetest give it even smells like apples. not forgettin syahira she make me a scrap book fill with photos of both of us and it came aloong with a pencil case. that is currently using by me now. syahira the present u gave me its so lovely and great,im having trouble of finding u a present for u next month. after awhile there was a drama that i got worried but i found out later i got worried over nothing.it was all false and lies. the people that came i just wana say thank you so much. i appreciate it as high as the tower of klcc. i love u alll.

bday wif family

2008-07-26T22:59:00.000-07:00

its was 8th of july. it took me so longgggg to update this. hahaha.im freakin 17 wth ive always dream of reaching 17 when i was in form 1 and i actually did. so what now. now i feel old.
it was so simple yet unforgettable i swear less is more especially from my family. i receive want i wanted hahaha. ilove u all o'so much especially u mama.

HOPE

2008-07-14T04:25:00.002-07:00

"we hope against all logic,like children we never give up hope"

I hate hoping.hope sucks. hoping for fate sucks. it let u down most of the times. eventho im saying this now i still hope for things no matter what. life is like that. u attend to hope against all logic. thinking 'yeah maybe,probably or hopefully' but it lets u down most of the time.seriously.its hurtful but theres nothing that can be done. human will and still would hope just to make them feel good in a short period of time and worry free. thinking something great and wonderful would come their way through. for once. we are all denials over everything that we care and love. we couldnt face the fact and the truth that life make us put through.

happy birthday ME!

2008-07-08T05:27:00.000-07:00

dear love ones
thank u for all the warming wishes
i appreciate it o'so much
i feel so loved and greatful to have u gorgeous people around.

7th july. athira ramlee

2008-07-08T03:52:00.000-07:00

iloveher. we never fail to celebrate it together. u'r one age older. one bday date earlier then me
u are full with fun and joy yet still bright and gorgeous. a cousin that is most cherish and loved by me. hahaha
love u
athira ramlee

5th july on saturday nite. surprise advance bday nite outing.

2008-07-08T02:38:00.000-07:00

the one that came that nite: bernardine ariffrazin vinod delia etain shihonn cong aizat syafiq harez bahrain mingda su'en jason
don amir and harry

it was a fantastic nite i had uber fun. eventho i didnt really feel so bday afterall cuz it wasnt my real bday date actually on tht nite. it was at CURVE. it started out with sushi at SAKAE SUSHI.OH GOD i love tht place i had my fave sushi EBI with a smile on my face. haha some of them weren't eating at all. the alasan 'SUDAH MAKAN' YEYE. oh gosh people fine a better alasan then tht pls haha. bernardine ariffrazin etain shihonn cong and me were eating,and we left sakae sushi with a happy stomach hahaha. end up joining bahrain and the rest for shisha at EMPRESS CAFE. im tellin u bahrain makes me laugh the heck out of me.haha.at the end we were so aimless jalan jalan here and there like no body business. we end up back to EMPRESS CAFE with another shisha haha. i was quite upset at first because of my two dear boys, amir and don weren't around, but they tried theyre very best i swear. they show up at the end of the nite eventho i was about to go back already.

ariffrazin.
delia azhari

marzia mazlan.
the gals with dato' v
jason.
the family
etain.
burper and digger
twain
vinod

thank to all of u guys. u people are very dear to me.

love naomi

hunting for ong's bday present

2008-06-19T03:08:00.000-07:00

camwhoring momments in school

2008-06-19T02:40:00.001-07:00

cupcake cupcake and more cupcakes

2008-06-18T00:15:00.000-07:00

+wondermilk

damn i never get bored of cupcakes. cupcakes makes me smile. no joke i feel so kiddy whenever i eat cupcakes. n i adore being kiddy at times i feel relieve from the adolescent reality of life now. that is freakin killing me.
so me and etain when to +wondermilk in du on thursday

i love the place is super artistic. i orderd sumthing tht has peanut butter and jelly in it. i got a drink tht is called wondermilk [its just a plain milk wif vanilla flavour erghhh

hannah montana 3D glasses

NAIMI's TENTH BDAY
I Bake her a lot of cupcakes for her bday, it was tiring yet i love baking em tho. so i didnt really bother tht much. it was smile on my face at the of the day.

more and more i tell u
happy bday steph. she receive cupcakes for her bday so did the rest. heee

Thats what u get when let your heart win

2008-06-11T03:14:00.000-07:00

No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.

It's your turn, to take a seat we're settling the final score.
And why do we like to hurt, so much?

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why?
All the possibilities...
Well I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa!
That's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa...
I drown out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa.

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.
'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.
I still try... holding onto silly things, I never learn.
Oh why? All the possibilities. I'm sure you've heard.

That's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa!
That's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa..
I drown out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa.

Hey, make your way to me. (to me)
And I'll always be just so inviting.
If I ever start to think straight,
This heart will start a riot in me,
Let's start... Start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Now I can't trust myself with anything but this,
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

i never fail coming bck to you. your the person that is a guilty pleasure to me.
my heart will always invite you in. but once we work out its still the same thing and the same story.
im this person that is so imperfect to you.im the cause of most of the fights.
i dont blame you honestly i blame me.
we cant hold on because we are both hurt by the word 'trying'.
i cant think straight when it comes to you i will always follow my heart
that is insanely into you. i cant take the fact. ill runway frm the fact.
i have so many wrongs. i guess im the kind who cant fall for somebody to hard.
all i want to hear from you please tell me i will be fine, ill do great,ill get over you after this. promise me that.hold on to your words. your the true definition of the word 'love' to me. its not some othere cinta monyet in sekolah menengah. u never fail to make me smile and adore you more. i am still in the same box i was before i thought my misery of you had ended already. im still standing on the word START again. THATS WHAT YOU WHEN YOU LET YOUR HEART WINS
i am seriously fine

i can't decide
you have made it harder just to go on
and why?
all the possibilities
well i was wrong

weekend photos

2008-06-11T02:57:00.000-07:00

some crazy wednesday

2008-06-05T19:14:00.000-07:00

I effin Love You ETAIN. she entErTAIN me

Decided to teman Etain. for inky dinky tattoo day. firstly i crash her house for lunch woooo! canadian pizza. from there we mati-mati thod that the tattoo would be at hartamas square. but sadly after we arrived there we were all the way from du [etains house]. when we called the guy hahaha we both laugh our heart out. the guy told us the place is in sunway wtf right. we did not rush at all. we walked around hartamas and sumhow we both got lost around hartamas square. we took a cab and it cost us like more then rm10. the colours

this is what i call art

she is not in pain at all.gila women

BLACK CAT STUDIO

The Result

the tattoo wasnt tht long it was less then an hour. chow was scared at first after a couple of minute she was doin good. i have faith in you wei haha. if i were to do a tattoo i will probably do the word 'pride'. that match with ur 'faith'. it ended around six pm. then we took a cab to ou. it took us more then an hour took get there.it was a crazy traffic and the cab cost rm30 haha. when we reach ou . etain met up with her darling bf.i met wif my sygs syahira kordy and ros aida. oh wif imran too ofcourse. i met up wif em for diner kat .just thai. oh gosh my pineapple fried rice was so kurang garam and not nice. imran and the rest send me back home savely thanks guys.
i enjoyed myself wif etain so much iloveu. imisss sya and aida im so glad we had our bonding dinner together. hee. my dear aida
my darling syahira
shy la konon

imrans syahiras mine and aidas

oh oh oh i didnt get nasional service wooooo!!!! 'Maaf anda tidak dapat dipilih' hahah
happy la wei

tutuesday tuition marathon hoooo

2008-06-03T03:03:00.000-07:00

oh golly tuition marathon. i slept at ten pm for the very first time since sekolah rendah was extremely aimless last night.i knew i had to sleep early because i had a tuition marathon today. IT started with an addmath tuition wif mr.veriah. somehow syahira kordy did not came for class today. sumhow me aida and harez were completely yawning the whole entire two hours.

mommy aida fried pisang goreng for us all damn we were hungryhaha

had lunch wif mom and aunties. was so hungray haha.

i had a math tuition at two and ended at 4pm.i having another bm tuition later at 8pm.
oh dear i miss school.

mamonday the edge of boredem

2008-06-02T00:15:00.000-07:00

i finally watched superhero movie last nite wif cousins it was a bonding nite wif ali atiqah miea and miera.i had to pay first cuz its easier tht way but yet they forgot to pay me rm9 back.cibai cousin tht i dearly love haha[sengaja] its was funny but not as hillarious as the classic naked gun and scary movie movie. i laugh like nobodies business gaga its a comedy who cares.

woke up late dis morning at ten am. its considered late in my hour of time. my other half is sumhow still not awake, he slept at 6 freaking am tho im mad but poor him let him sleep. dont u ever had a day where by u dont have any idea what to do today. yeah today is the day ngaha. im doin all the things i nvr thing i would do by cleaning up the mess in my room, bathing my cat 'tat'. AND BLOGGING FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME IN MY WHOLE YOUTHFUL LIFE.
i miss etain, steph,elis and don where the hunky dunky are they?

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